Blanket

Keep questioning why

Sleep at night? I can't sleep at night.

Thoughts I cannot deny

Fill my mind, they all fill my mind.

Words on dirty scraps

Are written blindly, they're written blindly

I simply can't help

But lie and cry, I just lie and cry.

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Take painkillers to pass the night,

Then get prepared for another fight!

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I lie on the bed blanket,

Confronting myself tonight.

All the walls are black-painted.

And someone is hiding

Behind me,

Right?

Now I'm holding my pillow tightly,

Imagining self on the bank.

I lie on the bed

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Lie on the bed blanked!

I lie on the bed

Blanked! Blanked! Blanked!

Lie on the bed blanked!

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I feel, that I’m gonna die!

It roars inside, it grows insane.

This world is violent and wild!

I cannot hide, must participate.

People are reaching their hands

To the scripts in braille, their glossy eyes

Have never asked any help!

They lie, I cry, they lie, I cry,

They lie, I cry, they lie, I cry.

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More painkillers to pass the night!

I want to look at the one behind!

I’m not sure it’ll be alright,

But I’m prepared for the final fight!

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I lie on the bed blanket,

Confronting myself tonight.

All the walls are black-painted.

And someone is hiding

Behind me,

Right?

Now I'm holding my pillow tightly,

Imagining self on the bank.

I lie on the bed

Blanked! Blanked! Blanked!

Lie on the bed blanked!

I lie on the bed

Blanked! Blanked! Blanked!

Lie on the bed blanked!

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Now I'm holding my pillow tightly,

And someone is hiding behind me.

I bet he’s also blanked

But he doesn't want to be cared.

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I lie on the bed blanket,

Accepting myself tonight.

All the paintings are faded.

And someone is lying

Beside me,

Right!

Now I'm throwing my pillow away,

While waiting for starting a brand new day

We lie on the bed blanked!

Lie on the bed blanked!

We lie on the bed blanked!

Lie on the bed blanked!