All cells in my body
Are screaming in pain.
Addicted to pleasures
I cannot explain.
It's good I have no one to call.
I'm in control.
Extremely sensitive,
Not very glad.
When something is touching me,
I'm getting mad,
But if you won't leave me alone,
I'm still in control.
I used to be funny,
I used to be nice
Until this society
Gave me advice.
"Quit being so childish".
"Be tricky as hell".
And now you can see,
That I am who I am,
But I wanna manage it all.
I'm in control.
My pleasures forbidden,
I keep them inside
My heart pounds savagely!
Painfully wrong!
But I won't commit suicide.
I'm in control.
I'm suffering badly,
All senses are sharp.
I'm feeling the path
Of each drop of my blood.
I'm feeling my skin
Touching clothes and air.
I'm putting an effort
To make an inhale.
But I'm gonna manage it all.
I'm in control.
I'm losing my mind
Don't mind if I bite
It feels so unreal,
That now I can feel
The pulse of my vessels,
The beat of my heart,
This feeling is sharp,
This feeling is sharp!
I'm going all crazy.
I'm dancing in street.
I'm wearing magnificent
Dark outfit.
I'm surely not playing a role
I'm in control.
