Keep questioning why
Sleep at night? I can't sleep at night.
Thoughts I cannot deny
Fill my mind, they all fill my mind.
Words on dirty scraps
Are written blindly, they're written blindly
I simply can't help
But lie and cry, I just lie and cry.
—
Take painkillers to pass the night,
Then get prepared for another fight!
—
I lie on the bed blanket,
Confronting myself tonight.
All the walls are black-painted.
And someone is hiding
Behind me,
Right?
Now I'm holding my pillow tightly,
Imagining self on the bank.
I lie on the bed
Blanked! Blanked! Blanked!
Lie on the bed blanked!
I lie on the bed
Blanked! Blanked! Blanked!
Lie on the bed blanked!
—
I feel, that I’m gonna die!
It roars inside, it grows insane.
This world is violent and wild!
I cannot hide, must participate.
People are reaching their hands
To the scripts in braille, their glossy eyes
Have never asked any help!
They lie, I cry, they lie, I cry,
They lie, I cry, they lie, I cry.
—
More painkillers to pass the night!
I want to look at the one behind!
I’m not sure it’ll be alright,
But I’m prepared for the final fight!
—
I lie on the bed blanket,
Confronting myself tonight.
All the walls are black-painted.
And someone is hiding
Behind me,
Right?
Now I'm holding my pillow tightly,
Imagining self on the bank.
I lie on the bed
Blanked! Blanked! Blanked!
Lie on the bed blanked!
I lie on the bed
Blanked! Blanked! Blanked!
Lie on the bed blanked!
—
Now I'm holding my pillow tightly,
And someone is hiding behind me.
I bet he’s also blanked
But he doesn't want to be cared.
—
I lie on the bed blanket,
Accepting myself tonight.
All the paintings are faded.
And someone is lying
Beside me,
Right!
Now I'm throwing my pillow away,
While waiting for starting a brand new day
We lie on the bed blanked!
Lie on the bed blanked!
We lie on the bed blanked!
Lie on the bed blanked!
