Joker

I wear a mask but it’s not fake,

And it will not be a mistake

If you call me an idiot.

It seems my life was just a lie.

It’s stupid comedy but I

Am not a good comedian.

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My death could stop the senseless strife

And make more profit than my life.

Don’t think I cry insanely.

Try to imagine how I live:

I just keep laughing, and believe,

It’ll somehow entertain you.

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It’s getting crazier out there:

Life’s turning into a nightmare

Which makes no sense nor reason.

I dream of injuries and shots,

All that I have are negative thoughts…

But you don’t even listen.

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Your life is nice and feels so right

Like party on a Friday night.

My life’s a morning after.

I’m kind of never-smiling clown 

That doesn’t hide the freaking gun -

You’ll get your share of laughter.

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You are too healthy, I’m too ill.

But from your throne of power, will

You tell me how to heal this?

Still, twice the pride - double the fall.

I’m the most normal of you all,

And I will cure the illness.

Любляна, 18-19 октября 2019