the reaper's pill

I got into my wildest fantasy several times.

I thought about escape and I thought about wicked crimes.

The infatuation I had for Reaper’s pill brought me to a new place.

I’ve been away from my norm for a thousand days.

It feels so good when you know it is bad.

I wish to be happy when life is just really sad.

So I stole the car’s key to drive away and watch the road's width.

I live in my so-called world where I have nothing to deal with.

Is there any worthy reason to look up at the morning sky?

If I live in my worst lies, I have these big wings to fly!

Because there is an infinite imagination in my addiction.

Life is made up of mixed-colors filled with poignant illusion.

I’m dreadful inside and you know I need help!

I’m possessed with distortion and it hides in kelp.

Oh, my damned soul is lost in an exhilarating world!

I wish to be saved and not to be hurled.