Am I ready to give up?

 06/05/2017

A vulture chewing up my heart

Until my body will depart.

Damnation in eternal fall, 

How come do I deserve it all?

Chasing my dreams until I die,

Be faster than blink of an eye

I run past others, living, dead,

Have now I come to meet my end?

Past months flew by in painful task

To prove myself without a mask.

It seemed so easy - find a job

But I did not outrun the mob.

Uncertain future of my days,

Returning home now it portrays.

And every person, big and small

Tells me to give up on my brawl.

I now accept the forecast.

But there are questions to be asked:

Was it my fault, or was it fate,

Is future not mine to create?