Portrait dune Femme
Your mind and you are our Sargasso Sea,
London has swept about you this score years
And bright ships left you this or that in fee:
Ideas, old gossip, oddments of all things,
Strange spars of knowledge and dimmed wares of price.
Great minds have sought you — lacking someone else.
You have been second always.
Tragical?
No.
You preferred it to the usual thing:
One dull man, dulling and uxorious,
One average mind — with one thought less, each year. Oh, you are patient,
I have seen you sit
Hours, where something might have floated up. And now you pay one.
Yes, you richly pay.
You are a person of some interest, one comes to you And takes strange gain away:
Trophies fished up; some curious suggestion; Fact that leads nowhere; and a tale for two,
Pregnant with mandrakes, or with something else That might prove useful and yet never proves,
That never fits a corner or shows use, Or finds its hour upon the loom of days:
The tarnished, gaudy, wonderful old work; Idols and ambergris and rare inlays,
These are your riches, your great store; and yet For all this sea-hoard of deciduous things,
Strange woods half sodden, and new brighter stuff: In the slow float of differing light and deep,
No! there is nothing!
In the whole and all, Nothing that's quite your own.
Yet this is you.