I am sad with my lids shut,
Thinking of you with a wet touch,
The smiles we shared,
The pains we beared,
The time we spent,
The moments we enjoyed,
How I was cared,
How you handle the things,
But now,
Thought of losing you made me scared.
My life wanna move in reverse direction,
But have no choice rather in isolation,
Hoping to meet you ever,
I am spending my lonely hour.
I get goosebumps on my body cold,
On feeling your hold.
From me separating my soul,
it's like having both fair and foul.
Your sparkling eyes used to speak much,
Without even uttering a word.
They were always worried for me,
What I heard.
I wanna lose in those eyes again,
Please heal me from this everlasting pain.
I can see you with my eyes closed,
But still searching you everywhere.
It's how I spend my lonely hour.....
"I'll never be the girl that falls in and out of love,
my heart only wants to be with the one."- she was one of them than why you've gone,
Is it all that was fake,
What about those promises....?
I'm breathing, my beats are beating,
It's not enough to prove me alive.
Because you were my life,
With whom I laughed, with whom I cried.
Whom I lost,
In the fog of my grey side,
Wish it could be my nightmare.
Still lonely, sitting here,
Love you forever.
I live with you in my 'lonely hour'.
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