"The room is sealed, airplane mode engaged,
No one else present, just me and my regrets engaged.
Playing cards, sipping wine, trying to unwind,
But my mind replays memories, a relentless rewind.
I recall her smile, so pleasing and bright,
But I must close those old files, bid them goodnight.
There's a chapter unfinished, a tale I won't write,
For my beloved has departed, refusing to unite.
Tears flow freely, like a torrential shower,
My pen trembles, unable to bear the weight of this hour.
Respecting you, dear pages, I pour out my pain,
For today, I can't contain these emotions, they reign.
Chemicals release, within each body's core,
Expressed differently, as we navigate love's lore.
Through writing, I find solace, a path to release,
In the same place you ended it all, I too find peace.
But I never wanted to drag anyone along,
As love's feelings fade, replaced by a melancholy song.
You gifted me a treasure, a sadness so deep,
Yet I know my mistakes, my faults I must keep.
But you too erred, in letting trust fade away,
I trusted you wholly, but one mistake led you astray.
Oh, dear God, let me find solace
in death's embrace,
My soul yearns for freedom, from this land of greed and disgrace.
Let my words rhyme,
as I pour out my soul, In this poetic dance, where emotions take control.
Though love may have faltered, and darkness may loom,
I'll find my way, through the depths of this gloom."
