Ana Marquez Brown
“Those Brown Eyes”
~2020~
When i first saw you it was like,
You caught me at one of my very worst times,
When all i wanted to do was die,
I was so shy,
And so weak i didn't want to fight,
With all these feelings inside,
Experiencing my 100th worst goodbye,
But then i looked in those eyes,
Believe it or not it took away some of my fright,
It was like a different type of love at first sight,
I remember that day since i couldn't go to sleep we talked all night,
We did shadows with our fingers on the wall,
Animals,letters, we did them all,
I told myself i wouldn't fall,
But somehow you managed to throw an toss me around like a ball,
Those eyes turned out to be a deadly deguise,
Once i began not to fight,
In my heart you flyed,
And began to stab multiple times with the same old knife,
Telling me not to cry,
To keep it all inside,
Made me believe you’ll forever be by my side,
Saying please don't cry,
Holding me tight,
Hugging me for the last time,
While meanwhile i stood shook staring deeply in those brown eyes,
Thinking of all the nights,
When you made me believe that everything was alright,
Until then i realized,
Nothing in life could ever be just fine,
I’m so glad for all those times you lied,
But can i tell you truthfully one last time,
I fell for those brown eyes,
But cant stop repeating to sigh,
Thinking of your smile,
The way people stop and stare at you for a while,
And you leaving me with all the fright,
Of me falling so high,
Enough to reach the skies,
In the reflection of your unspeakable truths behind those eyes,
Just to make you watch me fall back to the reckless mind of mine,
I keep my eyes closed so i don't cry,
But even with my eyes open i die,
With all feelings, regrets, and memories left aside,
I can't stop to think about the love that made me blind,
All of this is hard for me to define,
You was the only one by my side,
When everyone else went to hide,
This wasn't the first time saying goodbye,
I wish there was no goodbyes and it was all just a lie,
I wish you were right, and everything was fine,
And between us i wish there is no line,
For you i wouldve ran miles,
Since you’ve been gone,
Everything in my system went wrong,
It hasn't even been a day but it feels like you've been gone for so long.
