Epipsychidion

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NT OF ---L'anima amante si slancia fuori del creato, e si crea nell' infinito un Mondo tutto per essa, diverso assai da questo oscuro e pauroso baratro. ~Her own words.

My Song,

I fear that thou wilt find but

Who fitly shall conceive thy reasoning,

Of such hard matter dost thou entertain;

Whence, if by misadventure, chance should

Thee to base company (as chance may do),

Quite unaware of what thou dost contain,

I prithee, comfort thy sweet self again,

My last delight! tell them that they are dull,

And bid them own that thou art beautiful.

ON.

Sweet Spirit!

Sister of that orphan one,

Whose empire is the name thou weepest on,

In my heart's temple I suspend to

These votive wreaths of withered memory.

Poor captive bird! who, from thy narrow cage,

Pourest such music, that it might

The ruggèd hearts of those who prisoned thee,

Were they not deaf to all sweet melody;

This song shall be thy rose: its petals

Are dead, indeed, my adored Nightingale!

But soft and fragrant is the faded blossom,

And it has no thorn left to wound thy bosom.

High, spirit-wingèd Heart! who dost for

Beat thine unfeeling bars with vain endeavour,

Till those bright plumes of thought, in which

It over-soared this low and worldly shade,

Lie shattered; and thy panting, wounded

Stains with dear blood its unmaternal nest!

I weep vain tears: blood would less bitter be,

Yet poured forth gladlier, could it profit thee.

Seraph of Heaven! too gentle to be human,

Veiling beneath that radiant form of

All that is insupportable in

Of light, and love, and immortality!

Sweet Benediction in the eternal Curse!

Veiled Glory of this lampless Universe!

Thou Moon beyond the clouds!

Thou living

Among the Dead!

Thou Star above the Storm!

Thou Wonder, and thou Beauty, and thou Terror!

Thou Harmony of Nature's art!

Thou

In whom, as in the splendour of the Sun,

All shapes look glorious which thou gazest on!

Ay, even the dim words which obscure thee

Flash, lightning-like, with unaccustomed glow;

I pray thee that thou blot from this sad

All of its much mortality and wrong,

With those clear drops, which start like sacred

From the twin lights thy sweet soul darkens through,

Weeping, till sorrow becomes ecstasy:

Then smile on it, so that it may not die.

I never thought before my death to

Youth's vision thus made perfect.

Emily,

I love thee; though the world by no thin

Will hide that love from its unvalued shame.

Would we two had been twins of the same mother!

Or, that the name my heart lent to

Could be a sister's bond for her and thee,

Blending two beams of one eternity!

Yet were one lawful and the other true,

These names, though dear, could paint not, as is due,

How beyond refuge I am thine.

Ah me!

I am not thine:

I am a part of thee.

Sweet Lamp! my moth-like Muse has burned its

Or, like a dying swan who soars and sings,

Young Love should teach Time, in his own gray style,

All that thou art.

Art thou not void of guile,

A lovely soul formed to be blessed and bless?

A well of sealed and secret happiness,

Whose waters like blithe light and music are,

Vanquishing dissonance and gloom?

A

Which moves not in the moving heavens, alone?

A Smile amid dark frowns? a gentle

Amid rude voices? a belovèd light?

A Solitude, a Refuge, a Delight?

A Lute, which those whom Love has taught to

Make music on, to soothe the roughest

And lull fond Grief asleep? a buried treasure?

A cradle of young thoughts of wingless pleasure?

A violet-shrouded grave of Woe?—I

The world of fancies, seeking one like thee,

And find—alas! mine own infirmity.

She met me,

Stranger, upon life's rough way,

And lured me towards sweet Death; as Night by Day,

Winter by Spring, or Sorrow by swift Hope,

Led into light, life, peace.

An antelope,

In the suspended impulse of its lightness,

Were less aethereally light: the

Of her divinest presence trembles

Her limbs, as underneath a cloud of

Embodied in the windless heaven of

Amid the splendour-wingèd stars, the

Burns, inextinguishably beautiful:

And from her lips, as from a hyacinth

Of honey-dew, a liquid murmur drops,

Killing the sense with passion; sweet as

Of planetary music heard in trance.

In her mild lights the starry spirits dance,

The sunbeams of those wells which ever

Under the lightnings of the soul—too

For the brief fathom-line of thought or sense.

The glory of her being, issuing thence,

Stains the dead, blank, cold air with a warm

Of unentangled intermixture,

By Love, of light and motion: one

Diffusion, one serene Omnipresence,

Whose flowing outlines mingle in their flowing,

Around her cheeks and utmost fingers

With the unintermitted blood, which

Quivers, (as in a fleece of snow-like

The crimson pulse of living morning quiver,)Continuously prolonged, and ending never,

Till they are lost, and in that Beauty

Which penetrates and clasps and fills the world;

Scarce visible from extreme loveliness.

Warm fragrance seems to fall from her light

And her loose hair; and where some heavy

The air of her own speed has disentwined,

The sweetness seems to satiate the faint wind;

And in the soul a wild odour is felt,

Beyond the sense, like fiery dews that

Into the bosom of a frozen bud.—See where she stands! a mortal shape

With love and life and light and deity,

And motion which may change but cannot die;

An image of some bright Eternity;

A shadow of some golden dream; a

Leaving the third sphere pilotless; a

Reflection of the eternal Moon of

Under whose motions life's dull billows move;

A Metaphor of Spring and Youth and Morning;

A Vision like incarnate April, warning,

With smiles and tears,

Frost the

Into his summer grave.                        Ah, woe is me!

What have I dared? where am I lifted?

Shall I descend, and perish not?

I

That Love makes all things equal:

I have

By mine own heart this joyous truth averred:

The spirit of the worm beneath the

In love and worship, blends itself with God.

Spouse!

Sister!

Angel!

Pilot of the

Whose course has been so starless!

O too

Belovèd!

O too soon adored, by me!

For in the fields of

My spirit should at first have worshipped thine,

A divine presence in a place divine;

Or should have moved beside it on this earth,

A shadow of that substance, from its birth;

But not as now:—I love thee; yes,

I

That on the fountain of my heart a

Is set, to keep its waters pure and

For thee, since in those tears thou hast delight.

We—are we not formed, as notes of music are,

For one another, though dissimilar;

Such difference without discord, as can

Those sweetest sounds, in which all spirits

As trembling leaves in a continuous air?

Thy wisdom speaks in me, and bids me

Beacon the rocks on which high hearts are wrecked.

I never was attached to that great sect,

Whose doctrine is, that each one should

Out of the crowd a mistress or a friend,

And all the rest, though fair and wise,

To cold oblivion, though it is in the

Of modern morals, and the beaten

Which those poor slaves with weary footsteps tread,

Who travel to their home among the

By the broad highway of the world, and

With one chained friend, perhaps a jealous foe,

The dreariest and the longest journey go.

True Love in this differs from gold and clay,

That to divide is not to take away.

Love is like understanding, that grows bright,

Gazing on many truths; 'tis like thy light,

Imagination! which from earth and sky,

And from the depths of human fantasy,

As from a thousand prisms and mirrors,

The Universe with glorious beams, and

Error, the worm, with many a sun-like

Of its reverberated lightning.

The heart that loves, the brain that contemplates,

The life that wears, the spirit that

One object, and one form, and builds therebyA sepulchre for its eternity.

Mind from its object differs most in this:

Evil from good; misery from happiness;

The baser from the nobler; the

And frail, from what is clear and must endure.

If you divide suffering and dross, you

Diminish till it is consumed away;

If you divide pleasure and love and thought,

Each part exceeds the whole; and we know

How much, while any yet remains unshared,

Of pleasure may be gained, of sorrow spared:

This truth is that deep well, whence sages

The unenvied light of hope; the eternal

By which those live, to whom this world of

Is as a garden ravaged, and whose

Tills for the promise of a later

The wilderness of this Elysian earth.

There was a Being whom my spirit

Met on its visioned wanderings, far aloft,

In the clear golden prime of my youth's dawn,

Upon the fairy isles of sunny lawn,

Amid the enchanted mountains, and the

Of divine sleep, and on the air-like

Of wonder-level dream, whose tremulous

Paved her light steps;—on an imagined shore,

Under the gray beak of some

She met me, robed in such exceeding glory,

That I beheld her not.

In

Her voice came to me through the whispering woods,

And from the fountains, and the odours

Of flowers, which, like lips murmuring in their

Of the sweet kisses which had lulled them there,

Breathed but of her to the enamoured air;

And from the breezes whether low or loud,

And from the rain of every passing cloud,

And from the singing of the summer-birds,

And from all sounds, all silence.

In the

Of antique verse and high romance, -- in form,

Sound, colour -- in whatever checks that

Which with the shattered present chokes the past;

And in that best philosophy, whose

Makes this cold common hell, our life, a

As glorious as a fiery martyrdom;

Her Spirit was the harmony of truth.--Then, from the caverns of my dreamy youthI sprang, as one sandalled with plumes of fire,

And towards the lodestar of my one desire,

I flitted, like a dizzy moth, whose

Is as a dead leaf's in the owlet light,

When it would seek in Hesper's setting sphereA radiant death, a fiery sepulchre,

As if it were a lamp of earthly flame.—But She, whom prayers or tears then could not tame,

Passed, like a God throned on a wingèd planet,

Whose burning plumes to tenfold swiftness fan it,

Into the dreary cone of our life's shade;

And as a man with mighty loss dismayed,

I would have followed, though the grave

Yawned like a gulf whose spectres are unseen:

When a voice said:--'O thou of hearts the weakest,

The phantom is beside thee whom thou seekest.'Then I—'Where?'--the world's echo answered 'where?'And in that silence, and in my despair,

I questioned every tongueless wind that

Over my tower of mourning, if it

Whither 'twas fled, this soul out of my soul;

And murmured names and spells which have

Over the sightless tyrants of our fate;

But neither prayer nor verse could

The night which closed on her; nor

That world within this Chaos, mine and me,

Of which she was the veiled Divinity,

The world I say of thoughts that worshipped her:

And therefore I went forth, with hope and

And every gentle passion sick to death,

Feeding my course with expectation's breath,

Into the wintry forest of our life;

And struggling through its error with vain strife,

And stumbling in my weakness and my haste,

And half bewildered by new forms,

I passed,

Seeking among those untaught

If I could find one form resembling hers,

In which she might have masked herself from me.

There,—One, whose voice was venomed

Sate by a well, under blue nightshade bowers;

The breath of her false mouth was like faint flowers,

Her touch was as electric

Out of her looks into my vitals came,

And from her living cheeks and bosom flewA killing air, which pierced like

Into the core of my green heart, and

Upon its leaves; until, as hair grown grayO'er a young brow, they hid its unblown

With ruins of unseasonable time.

In many mortal forms I rashly

The shadow of that idol of my thought.

And some were fair—but beauty dies away:

Others were wise—but honeyed words betray:

And One was true—oh! why not true to me?

Then, as a hunted deer that could not flee,

I turned upon my thoughts, and stood at bay,

Wounded and weak and panting; the cold

Trembled, for pity of my strife and pain.

When, like a noonday dawn, there shone

Deliverance.

One stood on my path who

As like the glorious shape which I had

As is the Moon, whose changes ever

Into themselves, to the eternal Sun;

The cold chaste Moon, the Queen of Heaven's bright isles,

Who makes all beautiful on which she smiles,

That wandering shrine of soft yet icy

Which ever is transformed, yet still the same,

And warms not but illumines.

Young and

As the descended Spirit of that sphere,

She hid me, as the Moon may hide the

From its own darkness, until all was

Between the Heaven and Earth of my calm mind,

And, as a cloud charioted by the wind,

She led me to a cave in that wild place,

And sate beside me, with her downward

Illumining my slumbers, like the

Waxing and waning o'er Endymion.

And I was laid asleep, spirit and limb,

And all my being became bright or

As the Moon's image in a summer sea,

According as she smiled or frowned on me;

And there I lay, within a chaste cold bed:

Alas,

I then was nor alive nor dead:—For at her silver voice came Death and Life,

Unmindful each of their accustomed strife,

Masked like twin babes, a sister and a brother,

The wandering hopes of one abandoned mother,

And through the cavern without wings they flew,

And cried 'Away, he is not of our crew.'I wept, and though it be a dream,

I weep.

What storms then shook the ocean of my sleep,

Blotting that Moon, whose pale and waning

Then shrank as in the sickness of eclipse;—And how my soul was as a lampless sea,

And who was then its Tempest; and when She,

The Planet of that hour, was quenched, what

Crept o'er those waters, till from coast to

The moving billows of my being

Into a death of ice, immovable;—And then—what earthquakes made it gape and split,

The white Moon smiling all the while on it,

These words conceal:—If not, each word would

The key of staunchless tears.

Weep not for me!

At length, into the obscure Forest

The Vision I had sought through grief and shame.

Athwart that wintry wilderness of

Flashed from her motion splendour like the Morn's,

And from her presence life was

Through the gray earth and branches bare and dead;

So that her way was paved, and roofed

With flowers as soft as thoughts of budding love;

And music from her respiration

Like light,—all other sounds were

By the small, still, sweet spirit of that sound,

So that the savage winds hung mute around;

And odours warm and fresh fell from her

Dissolving the dull cold in the frore air:

Soft as an Incarnation of the Sun,

When light is changed to love, this glorious

Floated into the cavern where I lay,

And called my Spirit, and the dreaming

Was lifted by the thing that dreamed

As smoke by fire, and in her beauty's glowI stood, and felt the dawn of my long

Was penetrating me with living light:

I knew it was the Vision veiled from

So many years -- that it was Emily.

Twin Spheres of light who rule this passive Earth,

This world of love, this me; and into

Awaken all its fruits and flowers, and

Magnetic might into its central heart;

And lift its billows and its mists, and

By everlasting laws, each wind and

To its fit cloud, and its appointed cave;

And lull its storms, each in the craggy

Which was its cradle, luring to faint

The armies of the rainbow-wingèd showers;

And, as those married lights, which from the

Of Heaven look forth and fold the wandering

In liquid sleep and splendour, as a robe;

And all their many-mingled influence blend,

If equal, yet unlike, to one sweet end;—So ye, bright regents, with alternate

Govern my sphere of being, night and day!

Thou, not disdaining even a borrowed might;

Thou, not eclipsing a remoter light;

And, through the shadow of the seasons three,

From Spring to Autumn's sere maturity,

Light it into the Winter of the tomb,

Where it may ripen to a brighter bloom.

Thou too,

O Comet beautiful and fierce,

Who drew the heart of this frail

Towards thine own; till, wrecked in that convulsion,

Alternating attraction and repulsion,

Thine went astray and that was rent in twain;

Oh, float into our azure heaven again!

Be there Love's folding-star at thy return;

The living Sun will feed thee from its

Of golden fire; the Moon will veil her

In thy last smiles; adoring Even and

Will worship thee with incense of calm

And lights and shadows; as the star of

And Birth is worshipped by those sisters

Called Hope and Fear—upon the heart are

Their offerings,—of this sacrifice divineA World shall be the altar.                              Lady mine,

Scorn not these flowers of thought, the fading

Which from its heart of hearts that plant puts

Whose fruit, made perfect by thy sunny eyes,

Will be as of the trees of Paradise.

The day is come, and thou wilt fly with me.

To whatsoe'er of dull

Is mine, remain a vestal sister still;

To the intense, the deep, the imperishable,

Not mine but me, henceforth be thou

Even as a bride, delighting and delighted.

The hour is come:—the destined Star has

Which shall descend upon a vacant prison.

The walls are high, the gates are strong, thick

The sentinels—but true Love never

Was thus constrained: it overleaps all fence:

Like lightning, with invisible

Piercing its continents; like Heaven's free breath,

Which he who grasps can hold not; liker Death,

Who rides upon a thought, and makes his

Through temple, tower, and palace, and the

Of arms: more strength has Love than he or they;

For it can burst his charnel, and make

The limbs in chains, the heart in agony,

The soul in dust and chaos.                              Emily,

A ship is floating in the harbour now,

A wind is hovering o'er the mountain's brow;

There is a path on the sea's azure floor,

No keel has ever ploughed that path before;

The halcyons brood around the foamless isles;

The treacherous Ocean has forsworn its wiles;

The merry mariners are bold and free:

Say, my heart's sister, wilt thou sail with me?

Our bark is as an albatross, whose

Is a far Eden of the purple East;

And we between her wings will sit, while Night,

And Day, and Storm, and Calm, pursue their flight,

Our ministers, along the boundless Sea,

Treading each other's heels, unheededly.

It is an isle under Ionian skies,

Beautiful as a wreck of Paradise,

And, for the harbours are not safe and good,

This land would have remained a

But for some pastoral people native there,

Who from the Elysian, clear, and golden

Draw the last spirit of the age of gold,

Simple and spirited; innocent and bold.

The blue Aegean girds this chosen home,

With ever-changing sound and light and foam,

Kissing the sifted sands, and caverns hoar;

And all the winds wandering along the

Undulate with the undulating tide:

There are thick woods where sylvan forms abide;

And many a fountain, rivulet, and pond,

As clear as elemental diamond,

Or serene morning air; and far beyond,

The mossy tracks made by the goats and deer(Which the rough shepherd treads but once a year)Pierce into glades, caverns, and bowers, and

Built round with ivy, which the

Illumining, with sound that never

Accompany the noonday nightingales;

And all the place is peopled with sweet airs;

The light clear element which the isle

Is heavy with the scent of lemon-flowers,

Which floats like mist laden with unseen showers,

And falls upon the eyelids like faint sleep;

And from the moss violets and jonquils peep,

And dart their arrowy odour through the

Till you might faint with that delicious pain.

And every motion, odour, beam, and tone,

With that deep music is in unison:

Which is a soul within the soul—they

Like echoes of an antenatal dream.—It is an isle 'twixt Heaven,

Air,

Earth, and Sea,

Cradled, and hung in clear tranquillity;

Bright as that wandering Eden Lucifer,

Washed by the soft blue Oceans of young air.

It is a favoured place.

Famine or Blight,

Pestilence,

War and Earthquake, never

Upon its mountain-peaks; blind vultures,

Sail onward far upon their fatal way:

The wingèd storms, chanting their

To other lands, leave azure chasms of

Over this isle, or weep themselves in dew,

From which its fields and woods ever

Their green and golden immortality.

And from the sea there rise, and from the

There fall, clear exhalations, soft and bright,

Veil after veil, each hiding some delight,

Which Sun or Moon or zephyr draw aside,

Till the isle's beauty, like a naked

Glowing at once with love and loveliness,

Blushes and trembles at its own excess:

Yet, like a buried lamp, a Soul no

Burns in the heart of this delicious isle,

An atom of th'Eternal, whose own

Unfolds itself, and may be felt, not seenO'er the gray rocks, blue waves, and forests green,

Filling their bare and void interstices.—But the chief marvel of the

Is a lone dwelling, built by whom or

None of the rustic island-people know:'Tis not a tower of strength, though with its

It overtops the woods; but, for delight,

Some wise and tender Ocean-King, ere

Had been invented, in the world's young prime,

Reared it, a wonder of that simple time,

An envy of the isles, a

Made sacred to his sister and his spouse.

It scarce seems now a wreck of human art,

But, as it were Titanic; in the

Of Earth having assumed its form, then

Out of the mountains, from the living stone,

Lifting itself in caverns light and high:

For all the antique and learnèd

Has been erased, and in the place of

The ivy and the wild-vine

The volumes of their many-twining stems;

Parasite flowers illume with dewy

The lampless halls, and when they fade, the

Peeps through their winter-woof of

With moonlight patches, or star atoms keen,

Or fragments of the day's intense serene;—Working mosaic on their Parian floors.

And, day and night, aloof, from the high

And terraces, the Earth and Ocean

To sleep in one another's arms, and

Of waves, flowers, clouds, woods, rocks, and all that

Read in their smiles, and call reality.

This isle and house are mine, and I have

Thee to be lady of the solitude.—And I have fitted up some chambers

Looking towards the golden Eastern air,

And level with the living winds, which

Like waves above the living waves below.—I have sent books and music there, and

Those instruments with which high Spirits

The future from its cradle, and the

Out of its grave, and make the present

In thoughts and joys which sleep, but cannot die,

Folded within their own eternity.

Our simple life wants little, and true

Hires not the pale drudge Luxury, to

The scene it would adorn, and therefore still,

Nature with all her children haunts the hill.

The ring-dove, in the embowering ivy,

Keeps up her love-lament, and the owls

Round the evening tower, and the young stars

Between the quick bats in their twilight dance;

The spotted deer bask in the fresh

Before our gate, and the slow, silent

Is measured by the pants of their calm sleep.

Be this our home in life, and when years

Their withered hours, like leaves, on our decay,

Let us become the overhanging day,

The living soul of this Elysian isle,

Conscious, inseparable, one.

We two will rise, and sit, and walk together,

Under the roof of blue Ionian weather,

And wander in the meadows, or

The mossy mountains, where the blue heavens

With lightest winds, to touch their paramour;

Or linger, where the pebble-paven shore,

Under the quick, faint kisses of the

Trembles and sparkles as with ecstasy,—Possessing and possessed by all that

Within that calm circumference of bliss,

And by each other, till to love and

Be one:—or, at the noontide hour,

Where some old cavern hoar seems yet to

The moonlight of the expired night asleep,

Through which the awakened day can never peep;

A veil for our seclusion, close as night's,

Where secure sleep may kill thine innocent lights;

Sleep, the fresh dew of languid love, the

Whose drops quench kisses till they burn again.

And we will talk, until thought's

Become too sweet for utterance, and it

In words, to live again in looks, which

With thrilling tone into the voiceless heart,

Harmonizing silence without a sound.

Our breath shall intermix, our bosoms bound,

And our veins beat together; and our

With other eloquence than words,

The soul that burns between them, and the

Which boil under our being's inmost cells,

The fountains of our deepest life, shall

Confused in Passion's golden purity,

As mountain-springs under the morning sun.

We shall become the same, we shall be

Spirit within two frames, oh! wherefore two?

One passion in twin-hearts, which grows and grew,

Till like two meteors of expanding flame,

Those spheres instinct with it become the same,

Touch, mingle, are transfigured; ever

Burning, yet ever inconsumable:

In one another's substance finding food,

Like flames too pure and light and

To nourish their bright lives with baser prey,

Which point to Heaven and cannot pass away:

One hope within two wills, one will

Two overshadowing minds, one life, one death,

One Heaven, one Hell, one immortality,

And one annihilation.

Woe is me!

The wingèd words on which my soul would

Into the height of Love's rare Universe,

Are chains of lead around its flight of fire—I pant,

I sink,

I tremble,

I expire!

Weak Verses, go, kneel at your Sovereign's feet,

And say:—'We are the masters of thy slave;

What wouldest thou with us and ours and thine?"Then call your sisters from Oblivion's cave,

All singing loud: 'Love's very pain is sweet,

But its reward is in the world

Which, if not here, it builds beyond the grave.'So shall ye live when I am there.

Then

Over the hearts of men, until ye

Marina,

Vanna,

Primus, and the rest,

And bid them love each other and be blessed:

And leave the troop which errs, and which reproves,

And come and be my guest,—for I am Love's.

Epipsychidion was composed at Pisa,

Jan.,

Feb., 1821, and published without the author's name, in the following summer, by C. & J.

Ollier,

London.

The poem was included by Mrs.

Shelley in the Poetical Works, 1839, both edd.