I mind me in the days departed,
How often underneath the
With childish bounds I used to run To a garden long deserted.
The beds and walks were vanished quite;
And wheresoe'er had struck the spade,
The greenest grasses Nature laid To sanctify her right.
I called the place my wilderness,
For no one entered there but I;
The sheep looked in, the grass to espy, And passed it ne'ertheless.
The trees were interwoven wild,
And spread their boughs enough
To keep both sheep and shepherd out, But not a happy child.
Adventurous joy it was for me!
I crept beneath the boughs, and foundA circle smooth of mossy ground Beneath a poplar tree.
Old garden rose-trees hedged it in,
Bedropt with roses
Well satisfied with dew and light And careless to be seen.
Long years ago it might befall,
When all the garden flowers were trim,
The grave old gardener prided him On these the most of all.
Some lady, stately overmuch,
Here moving with a silken noise,
Has blushed beside them at the voice That likened her to such.
And these, to make a diadem,
She often may have plucked and twined,
Half-smiling as it came to mind That few would look at them.
Oh, little thought that lady proud,
A child would watch her fair white rose,
When buried lay her whiter brows, And silk was changed for shroud!
Nor thought that gardener, (full of
For men unlearned and simple phrase,)A child would bring it all its praise By creeping through the thorns!
To me upon my low moss seat,
Though never a dream the roses
Of science or love's compliment, I ween they smelt as sweet.
It did not move my grief to
The trace of human step departed:
Because the garden was deserted, The blither place for me!
Friends, blame me not! a narrow
Has childhood 'twixt the sun and sward;
We draw the moral afterward, We feel the gladness then.
And gladdest hours for me did
In silence at the rose-tree wall:
A thrush made gladness musical Upon the other side.
Nor he nor I did e'er
To peck or pluck the blossoms white;
How should I know but roses might Lead lives as glad as mine?
To make my hermit-home complete,
I brought dear water from the
Praised in its own low murmuring, And cresses glossy wet.
And so,
I thought, my likeness grew(Without the melancholy tale)To "Gentle Hermit of the Dale," And Angelina too.
For oft I read within my
Such minstrel stories; till the
Made sounds poetic in the trees, And then I shut the book.
If I shut this wherein I writeI hear no more the wind
Those trees, nor feel that childish heart Delighting in delight.
My childhood from my life is parted,
My footstep from the moss which
Its fairy circle round: anew The garden is deserted.
Another thrush may there
The madrigals which sweetest are;
No more for me! myself afar Do sing a sadder verse.
Ah me, ah me! when erst I
In that child's-nest so greenly wrought,
I laughed unto myself and thought "The time will pass away."And still I laughed, and did not
But that, whene'er was past
The childish time, some happier play My womanhood would cheer.
I knew the time would pass away,
And yet, beside the rose-tree wall,
Dear God, how seldom, if at all, Did I look up to pray!
The time is past; and now that
The cypress high among the trees,
And I behold white sepulchres As well as the white rose, —When graver, meeker thoughts are given,
And I have learnt to lift my face,
Reminded how earth's greenest place The color draws from heaven, —It something saith for earthly pain,
But more for Heavenly promise free,
That I who was, would shrink to be That happy child again.
