HEARTBREAK

Why am I this worthless?

Do I have no self respect?

Am I that low?

Why is it so hard to keep this smile?

My heart aches,

Every time you slit my heart with the words you say,

With your temper.

I feel useless,

As if I am used by you.

I do everything you ask,

But you do not seem to appreciate it.

I try to laugh, smile and be happy in this pain.

So that people would not realize how hurt I am on the inside.

But you do not even realize that you are hurting me,

And what the fuck am I supposed to do?

Be respectful to you?

Like I care a damn.

I know that you will never be satisfied,

And I should be getting used to it,

rather than getting hurt.