NUMB

I feel so numb on the inside,

As my feelings have disappeared.

I can barely smile or laugh,

I had to act it all out,

When I wanted to cry the most.

I lost my battle this time,

I am not able to fight,

I am at my breaking point.

I just want to be gone,

Walk away from people and hide away.

Close the doors and be inside a shell again.

It was my fault that I bought people in my life,

If i had shut them out,

I would have not got hurt,

And they would have not known me.

They would have not gotten to know,

A shitty person like me.