NO MEDICINE

I have done it again,

I do not want to live.

Let me go.

I am trying my best to end my life,

all my feelings have become Numb.

Why are you stopping from going home?

I am so scared to live,

I am ashamed of everything in life.

Why are you pushing me up,

when I want to stay down?

I am so cold,

There is no warmth in me,

so stay fuck away!

I am just an invisible Ghost,

You can pass through me.

And I would not care.

There is no medicine,

There is no cure.

When everyone thinks this is a joke,

But a joke is what I am all about,

Isn't that the way it is?

Or am I wrong?

No one will ever care,

If I am gone.

They would think about me a day or two,

and then Life and their memories move on.